"My baby" directly refers to his son Jake. He's trying but, deep down inside there is this part of his pysche that wants to cheat and do drugs. The heina or girlfriend is him (or his mind) and Sancho is the drugs. Well I'd pop a cap in sancho and I'd slap her down If I could find that heina and that Sancho that she'd found Well I had a million dollars but I, I'd spend it all He is saying he never could have predicted what happened to him and also the uncertainty that is his future. The whole song builds on itself digging deeper and deeper into Brad's problem General CommentTo all of those who say this song is about Brad's son I wholeheartedly agree. Ooh, what I really want to say is there's just one way backĪnd I'll make it, yeah, my soul will have to wait Tell Sanchito that if he knows what is good for himĪnd I won't think twice to stick that barrel straight down Sancho's throatīelieve me when I say that I got something for his punk ass What I really want to say is, "I've got mineĪnd I'll make it, ooh yes, I'm coming up" That love, make it go, but my soul will have to Well, I swear that I, well I really want to knowĪh, baby, what I really want to say, I can't define Oh, my soul will have to wait 'til I get back and findįeel the break and I got to live it up, oh yeah huh Well, I'd pop a cap in Sancho and I'd slap her down If I could find that Heina and that Sancho that she's found Well, I had a million dollars but I, I'd spend it all I don't practice Santeria, I ain't got no crystal ball